Almost been a week and I can say I'm not totally okay yet, but I think I'm a little better. Thanks to my friends who'd always try to do silly things to make laugh, my parents who would spoil me and let me do what I want to do these past few days and of course to God, who constantly reminds me of a lot of things through devotionals. Pain is still inside me but they're tolerable now and I think God actually did a miracle for making me feel less of the pain this fast. THANK YOU, LORD! I am really amazed how everything went so fine this time. I remember crying for months the last time I got my heart broken, but now, it has lessened as if everything happened years ago. I feel stronger and more mature now.
Though there are still a lot of things I want to know, things I want to understand more and things I want to clear, I think there are things that are always better off unsaid. What's important is that you did everything you can to save the relationship, and the best part? You're not the one who messed everything up. As long as you know you did right, everything will be okay. I always remember the words my mom always say, "It's always better if someone else does something bad to you, just don't do anything bad to them." She would always remind us to never let ourselves do sin if someone sinned against us and that there will always be consequences in every wrong doings we do. I am not saying I did nothing wrong. I admit I also said things against people, and for that I'd like to apologize. Saying "Sorry" is always better than not saying anything at all, right?
Hoping I'd feel more better and free in the coming days. For now, I'll have to trust whatever God has planned for me and I know that it will always be worth the wait. "What's meant to be will happen" as what they say, so I'll be patient and wait for the Lord's right time, be obedient to His words and will always trust His promises. :)
Though there are still a lot of things I want to know, things I want to understand more and things I want to clear, I think there are things that are always better off unsaid. What's important is that you did everything you can to save the relationship, and the best part? You're not the one who messed everything up. As long as you know you did right, everything will be okay. I always remember the words my mom always say, "It's always better if someone else does something bad to you, just don't do anything bad to them." She would always remind us to never let ourselves do sin if someone sinned against us and that there will always be consequences in every wrong doings we do. I am not saying I did nothing wrong. I admit I also said things against people, and for that I'd like to apologize. Saying "Sorry" is always better than not saying anything at all, right?
Hoping I'd feel more better and free in the coming days. For now, I'll have to trust whatever God has planned for me and I know that it will always be worth the wait. "What's meant to be will happen" as what they say, so I'll be patient and wait for the Lord's right time, be obedient to His words and will always trust His promises. :)
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