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Blinded by love?

I was hanging out with Eunice a few days ago when she told me, "I was asked by grade 7 students, 'How do you know if you're blinded by love?'" Well, it honestly surprised the both of us since these kids are too young to be involved in relationships and that we are not so much knowledgeable about such things, but then, she told me that she was meeting them on friday that week to talk about it and coincidentally, I was also there when they started to gather. We sat down, forming a circle in the building's lobby. We started asking them things like, if they've got 'relationships' and some were, others were just interested to hear things that , they think, could help them in their future relationships.  I remember telling them what we, Eunice and I, did back when we were their age, and to tell you honestly, we were crazy fangirls back then and didn't really care about boys that much (not until we grew a little and became a little more lady-like) t...

Strength

It's been a month since I was heart broken, and I feel a lot more better now. But I will not be talking a lot about it in this post but everything will be about STRENGTH. Yes, strength that comes from the Lord. Lately, I've been reading my devotions again and it would always hit me, bull's eye. Everything was about "waiting" "timing" "failures" and everything related and it honestly opened up my yes to the things I always neglected, the things I always set aside. And in each day that passed, God has given me the strength, the hope and the courage to stand on my feet, lift my head high again and move on. I am so thankful for the strength I have right now, and that He never fails to show and reveal who He is, to me. After receiving news about "it" today, I felt a little pain. I thought I would be bursting out to tears. I felt chills, I felt sad, I felt my heart rip off, but it's surprising that I did not even shed a tear. Maybe ...

What to feel?

Here I go again. Im sorry. I've been really depressed lately, that I do not know what to do anymore. For the first time after a long time, I felt how it is to love, be loved and to be hurt again and I never actually saw this coming. Just when I thought everything was going perfectly as it should be, everything eventually became so wrong that I do not know how to fix the mess that happened anymore. I felt so helpless, so hopeless. I felt like everything is coming right at me, without the plan of just letting me go, but hitting me from head to toe till I fall down on the ground. They say history repeats itself, and I think it's happening to me right now, for the second time around. When will I ever learn? Giving your love to someone is not easy because being in a commitment means giving your trust, your time, you effort, your love to your partner. It maybe so complicated, but it's part of it. There is nothing in this world that is not complicated. May it be your relation...