Here I go again. Im sorry. I've been really depressed lately, that I do not know what to do anymore. For the first time after a long time, I felt how it is to love, be loved and to be hurt again and I never actually saw this coming. Just when I thought everything was going perfectly as it should be, everything eventually became so wrong that I do not know how to fix the mess that happened anymore. I felt so helpless, so hopeless. I felt like everything is coming right at me, without the plan of just letting me go, but hitting me from head to toe till I fall down on the ground. They say history repeats itself, and I think it's happening to me right now, for the second time around. When will I ever learn? Giving your love to someone is not easy because being in a commitment means giving your trust, your time, you effort, your love to your partner. It maybe so complicated, but it's part of it. There is nothing in this world that is not complicated. May it be your relation...