Living Life With No Regrets

Getting tired is one of human's weaknesses. We all get tired, physically, mentally, even emotionally. We get tired of doing the same things, we get tired of thinking about so many things, we get tired of feeling the same things and sometimes the best way to keep ourselves from getting tired is to rest. The easiest way to finally get away from all the stress these weaknesses gives you, the fastest way to find peace in your mind, body and soul. As a human being, I do get tired a lot. Often would I want to just rest when I get home, often would I just want to lie down my bed, close my eyes and forget about everything that happens around me. Sometimes, I'd even want to fall into a deep sleep and just wake up when I feel like it. Unfortunately, I'll have to wake up everytime because there are things that I needed to do, to finish. It's way so sad when people actually get tired, especially when they're getting tired of loving you, getting tired of feeling something fo...

Here I go again. Im sorry. I've been really depressed lately, that I do not know what to do anymore. For the first time after a long time, I felt how it is to love, be loved and to be hurt again and I never actually saw this coming. Just when I thought everything was going perfectly as it should be, everything eventually became so wrong that I do not know how to fix the mess that happened anymore. I felt so helpless, so hopeless. I felt like everything is coming right at me, without the plan of just letting me go, but hitting me from head to toe till I fall down on the ground. They say history repeats itself, and I think it's happening to me right now, for the second time around. When will I ever learn? Giving your love to someone is not easy because being in a commitment means giving your trust, your time, you effort, your love to your partner. It maybe so complicated, but it's part of it. There is nothing in this world that is not complicated. May it be your relation...

Been too much depressed for almost 2 weeks now and I seriously don't know what to do anymore. I wanted to let go of all the feelings I have and just.. die. But I can't, of course. Cause I do not know how to kill myself and I know it's so illogical to do. So, I decided to just write and write and write until every little pain in me gets out. Because of depression, I seriously have no appetite for the past weeks and a lot of people are saying that I've become more thin (omg. what have i done to myself.) But I really don't feel like eating the right kinds of food and just want to eat sweets, sweets and sweets. Lately, I've been really out of mind. I tried to jump out of the window, go to the streets and cross even when the light is red, so much wanting to be in an accident, thinking that I'd rather feel physical pain than emotional pain. There was even a time when I was crossing the street going to school when a car almost hit me and.. I felt no fear of actua...