Living Life With No Regrets

I had so many friends whom I thought was "real". I considered a lot of friends the "best" ones,  but the sad part is.. they never really stayed. Just when you thought that everything is doing good and that you're having the best time of your life with them, there will come a time when you'll know who the real ones are and I can say.. I actually got one. YES, ONE. One person who had always been patient with me, that person who always had to put up with me no matter how annoying I was, that person who would tell me things that would actually open my eyes to reality and I hated that, that one person who would always help me put my sht back together when I'm all broken. I hated how reality actually ruins everything I wanted to happen, I hated how reality becomes so real that I had to get hurt, I hated how painful reality is and as far as everyone knows how painful it is, there goes my friend who would still tell me about those chances of facing them with...

Almost been a week and I can say I'm not totally okay yet, but I think I'm a little better. Thanks to my friends who'd always try to do silly things to make laugh, my parents who would spoil me and let me do what I want to do these past few days and of course to God, who constantly reminds me of a lot of things through devotionals. Pain is still inside me but they're tolerable now and I think God actually did a miracle for making me feel less of the pain this fast. THANK YOU, LORD! I am really amazed how everything went so fine this time. I remember crying for months the last time I got my heart broken, but now, it has lessened as if everything happened years ago. I feel stronger and more mature now. Though there are still a lot of things I want to know, things I want to understand more and things I want to clear, I think there are things that are always better off unsaid. What's important is that you did everything you can to save the relationship, and the best p...

I had a conversation with our Youth Pastor, Kuya Eric, and some other youth in our church just after our youth activity ended. The funny thing is, the conversation was about what matters most in relationships. I do have someone special right now and he lives in our province while I study in the city. We basically see each other only on saturdays and sundays and we feel having a kinda long distance relationship. That is why this topic was brought up. Today, I invited my guy bestfriend to come over and join in our fellowship which gave a little awkward feeling for my friends in church since "he" was there too. Pastor Eric, (wait. I not used to call him that lol) actually have a girlfriend who is currently in a place far fro our church. She lives somewhere in the northern part and we're somewhat down here. lol so they meet each other for a week every month, making us ask if it isn't hard for them, and he admitted that it is. And so the topic was change from their love ...

We all have things we want to have in life, whether it is a something or a someone. These things are the things that makes us happy in many ways. But always remember, though these things will make us happy, sometimes, we won't always have them. Either they are not for you or there is just something better that's gonna come to you. You just have to wait. To tell the truth to everyone, our family is really not that rich. We are just a normal family, able to provide the things we need. That's the reason why, we don't always look for the things we only WANT but those we really need. :) Though we're not able to have the things we want, there are things that we have that other people don't have. And Me? I have good,good, FRIENDS. Friends you know who are always there, no matter what the situation is and will always guide you and always at your back, supporting. Meet my guy best friend, Van. :) Actually, I just met him about 6 months ago, My first year and seme...

I'm back to posting! Yey! *confetti* lol. :)) So, Okay, I just wanted to share to you guys a very "friendly" post. This means, I want to share a blog post about a friend of mine :> Meet, Ashley Marie Ginete :)

Okay, so it's 1AM now and I'm here, updating my outdated blog while watching a movie at home with the whole family. :)) How's everyone been? It's been raining here in the Philippines for days and it caused a BIG damaged. srsly. Anyhow, let's go to the main story. Ever had the feeling of being rejected? Not by someone "special" to you but by you BEST FRIEND? Or maybe, they treat you as a NOBODY now. As if no friendship was ever made between the two of you. I just really hate that feeling. I mean, who would'nt? It might be one of the most terrible things that can happen to you. Not to mention, it's your BEST FRIEND. That's gotta hurt like a million stabs. -___- I must admit. I'm, a JEALOUS friend. srsly. I mean, I hate it when mt friends forget me when I don't even do that. I just don't like it when they change and I stay the same (the way I treat them.) and some other cases. lol. I bet you get what I mean. Well, I know you c...

It has been a long time since we all saw each other and bond like this. Though Kyle is not with us today, we were still happy to celebrate her birthday together without the celebrant, lol. Hahahah. From left to right: Eunice, Jerrica, Maureen and I (Sorry, Jeka's smile isn't really like that. hahah)