Living Life With No Regrets

It's been a month since I was heart broken, and I feel a lot more better now. But I will not be talking a lot about it in this post but everything will be about STRENGTH. Yes, strength that comes from the Lord. Lately, I've been reading my devotions again and it would always hit me, bull's eye. Everything was about "waiting" "timing" "failures" and everything related and it honestly opened up my yes to the things I always neglected, the things I always set aside. And in each day that passed, God has given me the strength, the hope and the courage to stand on my feet, lift my head high again and move on. I am so thankful for the strength I have right now, and that He never fails to show and reveal who He is, to me. After receiving news about "it" today, I felt a little pain. I thought I would be bursting out to tears. I felt chills, I felt sad, I felt my heart rip off, but it's surprising that I did not even shed a tear. Maybe ...

I really have no idea if I should blog about what is happening to me right now. Well, basically, facebook and twitter friends know what is actually happening, but ofcourse, there is still  part of me that wants to share this to people around the world. (okay, i know im not a very famous blogger but, just give this to me) We all want a relationship that would last long. Longer than anyone thought of, longer than what we actually thought of and if FOREVER was true, then we'd want our relationship to reach forever. But why is it that when we thought FOREVER is coming to us, everything ends, everything goes wrong? Why does your hopes and dreams need to shatter with a blink of an eye? It's just too painful to see things end. Right now, I am indeed broken hearted (lol) but it doesn't mean I will be forever. There is pain in me right now that no one else can take away except for that person who broke it. I know, it's not impossible to bring him back, but we'll never kn...

At dahil medyo mahirap magtranslate ng tagalog terms sa english, tatagalugin ko nalang tong post na 'to tutal Pilipino naman ako. Hahaha. Sa totoo lang, ang konti ng vocabulary ko kaya tatagalugin ko nalang para maiba naman. PAANO? Nakapanood na ako ng madaming mga pelikula, mga palabas sa TV, nakabasa ng mga articles, libro o storya, nakarinig ng mga hango sa tunay na buhay storya tungkol sa pagkakaroon ng "kabit" o ibang babae/lalaki ng mga may kasintahan o asawa at isa lang ang lagi kong naiisip: "PAANO NILA NAGAGAWANG TALIKURAN ANG MGA TAONG TAPAT NA NAGMAMAHAL SA KANILA?!" Isang napakasimpleng sabihin na tanong, pero marami ang maaaring maging sagot. Bilang isang babae, takot ako na mangyari sa akin ang ganitong bagay, lalo na't marami akong mga kaibigan na nakakaranas ng problemang ito, kung hindi man sa kanilang mga kasintahan, ang kanilang mga magulang. Paano nagagawa ng tao na "mangaliwa"? Hindi ba sila nakokonsensya na humanap ng ...