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Strength

It's been a month since I was heart broken, and I feel a lot more better now. But I will not be talking a lot about it in this post but everything will be about STRENGTH. Yes, strength that comes from the Lord.

Lately, I've been reading my devotions again and it would always hit me, bull's eye. Everything was about "waiting" "timing" "failures" and everything related and it honestly opened up my yes to the things I always neglected, the things I always set aside. And in each day that passed, God has given me the strength, the hope and the courage to stand on my feet, lift my head high again and move on. I am so thankful for the strength I have right now, and that He never fails to show and reveal who He is, to me.

After receiving news about "it" today, I felt a little pain. I thought I would be bursting out to tears. I felt chills, I felt sad, I felt my heart rip off, but it's surprising that I did not even shed a tear. Maybe because God has planted something in my heart and in my mind, that He is always beside me, that He is my strength. That I must wait, for He is not a God in a hurry, that there will always be a right time for everything and that I must trust in Him for His plans are greater than that of mine and His ways are always higher than my ways. God revealed the mistakes I made but He also made a way for me to make things right. I don't know why I never learned these things before, but I am taking this serious now. It's time that I do what I have to do, stand on what is right and never do the same mistakes again.

Thank you so much , Lord. You really are GOD.

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