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Starting Over for the New Year

Lately, I'v had so many realizations about life, about why things happened, and how things turned out this way and I think it is all for the better. 

I remember how my mom always say, "God takes away the things that keep you from giving time to Him." and only now did I realize that.When it was so late. I can't blame God for doing so, because I know it was my fault. It really did took all my time from giving Him time that was supposed for Him and actually forgot about Him and focused on the thing that gave me "happiness" and "love." Suffering from the pain, I kept asking Him "Why?" Why does it always have to be me? Why am I the only one suffering, why am I the one always hurting? And all these were consequences of the things I did wrong. Oh, why don't I ever learn?! 

Right now, I am trying my best to move forward as the new year approaches. Starting over will never be easily, but I know that I can do it for it is God who gives me strength to overcome. Things I want to happen may not happen, but I know that God has better plans for me, He has better things in store for us, always. Trusting Him is the thing I decided to do right now for I know God's plans will make me prosper and will not bring me any harm. 

"'For I know the plans I have for you', declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future'" - Jer. 29:11
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