Living Life With No Regrets

At dahil medyo mahirap magtranslate ng tagalog terms sa english, tatagalugin ko nalang tong post na 'to tutal Pilipino naman ako. Hahaha. Sa totoo lang, ang konti ng vocabulary ko kaya tatagalugin ko nalang para maiba naman. PAANO? Nakapanood na ako ng madaming mga pelikula, mga palabas sa TV, nakabasa ng mga articles, libro o storya, nakarinig ng mga hango sa tunay na buhay storya tungkol sa pagkakaroon ng "kabit" o ibang babae/lalaki ng mga may kasintahan o asawa at isa lang ang lagi kong naiisip: "PAANO NILA NAGAGAWANG TALIKURAN ANG MGA TAONG TAPAT NA NAGMAMAHAL SA KANILA?!" Isang napakasimpleng sabihin na tanong, pero marami ang maaaring maging sagot. Bilang isang babae, takot ako na mangyari sa akin ang ganitong bagay, lalo na't marami akong mga kaibigan na nakakaranas ng problemang ito, kung hindi man sa kanilang mga kasintahan, ang kanilang mga magulang. Paano nagagawa ng tao na "mangaliwa"? Hindi ba sila nakokonsensya na humanap ng ...

In my 18 years of existence, I won't deny I had 'boyfriends' and must admit it took me years to get over them. I mean, it's not that east to forget someone you spent special moments with, gave you happiness and gave you that "Kilig" factor. And honestly, I am not good at that. I'm no good in forgetting people. I treasure people A LOT. YES. I had this guy whom I loved back in highschool. He wasn't the prefect type of guy, but I really do love him. He was like my "first love". How hard would it be to forget the first guy you loved, (aside from your dad and/or your brother of course) they guy you fell real hard for, the guy who gave you so much importance, the guy whom you made future plans with. You can't easily forget someone you shared a lot of things with, though some people can manage to easily forget about the past, still im having a hard time doing it. Since I was young, I swore to myself that I will only love 1 guy and he would b...

I really really want to share this with you guys, so I made this "Throwback" post. It's for the reason that it was a big big event of my life and I just can't not share it. lol okay, so I am posting about my Debut Party! *clap clap* It was held on January 3, 2014, and it was really fun, exciting, dramatic and, whatever. But I really enjoyed it! Though many were not able to come because the venue was too far away from their place (the party was held in our province, that's why), it was still successful!  It was just a small party though, so you don't need to expect anything big about it lol My first dance, My Dearest Dad. Okay, so this made me cry, really lol idk  "I never get to say this to her, but I am so proud of her" - Dad "You're a lady now but for mommy, you're still my baby" - Mom The words that made me cry a river. Never expected for those words to come from my parents. I mean, no matter how many...

Okay, so I am having a dilemma right now because of the turtle-like internet connection here at home and seriously, I am so bored of doing the same things everyday, especially that it's summer and WE HAVE NO PLANS OF GOING OUT OF TOWN . srsly. I am planning to watch lots and lots of korean dramas, but due to our internet connection, which would make me watch a 2 minute video in 10 minutes, I am planning on buying CDs of it than downloading one episode for the whole day. So, one drama that's on my list is "My Love from the Stars" or "My Love from the Stars." A little bit delayed, though I knew it aired months ago, just after The Heirs ended, but I really had no time to watch since I was too busy in school. So tell me, is it great? Though it's the only drama that's on my mind right now since I am watching My Girlfriend is a Gumiho, AGAIN. And by the way, can you also suggest more new dramas or even old ones (which you think I haven't watched) for...

I had a conversation with our Youth Pastor, Kuya Eric, and some other youth in our church just after our youth activity ended. The funny thing is, the conversation was about what matters most in relationships. I do have someone special right now and he lives in our province while I study in the city. We basically see each other only on saturdays and sundays and we feel having a kinda long distance relationship. That is why this topic was brought up. Today, I invited my guy bestfriend to come over and join in our fellowship which gave a little awkward feeling for my friends in church since "he" was there too. Pastor Eric, (wait. I not used to call him that lol) actually have a girlfriend who is currently in a place far fro our church. She lives somewhere in the northern part and we're somewhat down here. lol so they meet each other for a week every month, making us ask if it isn't hard for them, and he admitted that it is. And so the topic was change from their love ...

I have always loved everyone around me. I treat everyone as my friend, some the closest, some, the best. But then there is always something that makes me sad having so much people too close with me: THEY LEAVE ME. I remember having a friend whom I always thought to be someone close to me. I remember often going to her house, to teach her play the guitar, or sometimes go to some church activities, we practiced singing and dancing together, even her parents know me. I became close to her that I treat like my own sister. But as we grew up, she began to go away from me. Further and further, till I can't reach her anymore, and seems like she has changed into another person. Until there came a time I became bitter of her and, I must admit, I said things that were not good about her. I hate people who leaves. I am a Korean/Japanese/Taiwanese Drama lover, and I have watched a lot of dramas with so many goodbyes, and I should say that I become too emotional about it, it seems like, I can...

We all want to be understood by the people we expect to understand us most. Our parents, our friends, those people who are really close to us, we all want them to understand the things we do, we say and we want. But what if these people are the ones who do not understand us? My mom had always knew what I am able to do, where I am best at and what I wanted to do. Yes, she knows everything I want.  And my mom knows that I want to be an artist, or something that's related to media: maybe a Film Director, and Actress, a singer, composer, whatever, but i at least want to be someone involved in the field of arts. I know my mom knows I do well whenever I'm involved in these things, it is well known to everyone around me, and yes, some people would say that I would succeed in these fields., yet my mom had always just smiled whenever people says things like that and tell them I would be a doctor. I know it was a mistake taking MedTech in the first place, if I really have no plans o...