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Frustration..

Hello! :D How's everyone's vacation going? SemBreak is almost over for the Philipines. Has it been good? Did you enjoy it? I hope you did 'cause I did.. I think? lol. :))

So.. I want to share to you one of my biggest frustrations. What is it? AUDITION. Why did I suddenly want to blog about this? Cause I wanted to seek advice from you.


I wanted to Audition for SMTown..

Yes, SMTown. A Korean group which do auditions and accepts trainees. They accept any nationalities but I heard they prefer Asians more. I am an Asian, so I think I can audition. But it's hard on my part, firstly, because I am thin and underweight. -____- Oh, yes, I am. I am 16 years old and my weight is only 37or 38 Kilos. See that? I am soooooo thiiinnn. T.T

Second, I don't know If I am going to audition for singing or dancing. Yes, I dance, and I always receive compliments when dancing, but I worry because of my body. Since I am thin, my body won't match dancing hip-hop or other dances that is really good with a great body (a body with fats, i guess? lol). I can sing, yes. I have a very high voice. Like a. cockroach's voice. Kidding. :)) I mean, it is very small. You get what I mean? I have a voice but I don't really know what song will fit for my voice. I can't say I have a powerful one but, I think I can improve on it, right? ^^

Third, I am not that good looking nor do I have a pale complexion. T.T I have an average person's look, a, kinda, dark complexion (though I have the whitest complexion in our family), and have big eyes. I'm really not so good looking. You can see it through my pictures. Take note that those pictures are edited -___-

Fourth, I am not a Chinese nor a Japanese. I mostly see Chinese and Japanese people being accepted in the group. And SMTown really holds their auditions in those places, so they do a live audition while what I'm gonna do is just an E-mail audition in which I will just have to send my video, performing. That means I have the least chance to be chosen. T.T

I really wanted to do the auditions but I feel like I have the least chance. And I feel like it'll just be a waste of time if I shoot myself, knowing that I won't be accepted. But, there's is no harm in trying, right? And I feel like I'm going to regret it all my life, if I don't try for it. So... Should I or should I not?T.T

I need help, please? T.T
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