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When Friends...

Okay, so it's 1AM now and I'm here, updating my outdated blog while watching a movie at home with the whole family. :)) How's everyone been? It's been raining here in the Philippines for days and it caused a BIG damaged. srsly. Anyhow, let's go to the main story.


Ever had the feeling of being rejected? Not by someone "special" to you but by you BEST FRIEND? Or maybe, they treat you as a NOBODY now. As if no friendship was ever made between the two of you. I just really hate that feeling. I mean, who would'nt? It might be one of the most terrible things that can happen to you. Not to mention, it's your BEST FRIEND. That's gotta hurt like a million stabs. -___-


I must admit. I'm, a JEALOUS friend. srsly. I mean, I hate it when mt friends forget me when I don't even do that. I just don't like it when they change and I stay the same (the way I treat them.) and some other cases. lol. I bet you get what I mean. Well, I know you can't blame them. But, WHY on earth do they have to change? -____- or, was I the one who changed? Did I? :/



It srsly, gets me frustrated. Sometimes, Im at the verge of confronting them (my friends). Or maybe write something that they would easily see or read. "PATAMA" ba, in Filipino. But I just can't. I'm afraid they would reject me. Afraid they would feel awkward about it. Afraid they would see me as a NOTHING to them anymore. So, I just don't say a word.


I feel forgotten. YEAH. like EVERYDAY. My best friend would have time texting their boyfriends but no time to text me. Or even just ask how I'm doing. Or maybe, just a message somewhere? Naah. Maybe, not in their dictionaries.:/ That makes me so sad. Why don't they remember me the way I remember them? Or maybe, why can't they put just a little effort to ask how I'm doing like they way I put so much effort on them?

WHY IS IT THAT UNFAIR??? 
Currently, it's the biggest question in my brain, right now. Or should I say, WHY AM I ALWAYS FORGOTTEN BY THE PEOPLE THAT ARE VERY MUCH SPECIAL TO ME???
It just hurt. And maybe that's the reason why I put it more here in my blog than tell it to my close friends. :/
I think.. my blog is my new best friend already? :)) Lol. Thanks to Google for this! ♥


What should I do now? :/ Should I just not mind it or.. maybe, let them know? I don't know. I feel stupid. -____- UGH.
Maybe it ends here. Right here. After this period.

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  1. Pareng JayAugust 8, 2012 at 6:27 PM

    don't worry. true friends treat quarrels as a way to strengthen their bond. stay safe, kabayan.

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